Thursday, November 25, 2010

An Entry That Not So Many People Like To Read ...

~ain ambik dr Syafiq Fadeli's Thoughts blog...thanks a lot...
lets read together...
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Who do we think we are???

Let’s count together, how many seconds left do we have to live before we die (for real). Let’s count, starting from the number ‘0’…

0…







You know what, we can’t even sure that we will live at the next second. ‘0’ means, yes we know we are living now, but the next second, which is after this second, are we sure that we still have this breath? Are we sure that this soul will still in this body? We are not sure… we can’t be sure.

Such a terrifying topic I bring here, for sure, free readers don’t prefer to read this stuff, because for them, we must read something about the world. Yeah rite, about foods, about songs, about movies, about fashions, about gossips… all about the current world. Are we one of these readers? Put down your finger from your forehead, no need to think. If we are still thinking of the correct answer, or maybe thinking of the rationales or reasons for being like that, let me help you: Yes most of us are a part of them, and no reason!

We are too busy looking at the branches of a tree. We do not plant any interest to the tree at all, we don’t even know what kind of tree is that. We are too busy making us feeling satisfy with our delusional world, for God sake. We are not blind, we are given maps to be followed but we choose to blind ourselves. We want to feel that this world is everything even we clearly know that it is not. It is just a tiny creation from the whole thing. This earth, this life, is a very important short period to determine our eternal future which is an important tiny part from the whole fantastic plan. The plan! We are now living on a path that specifically follow the God’s plan without any minuscule distraction. We are moving forward…

Look at ourselves. Please be shame. We live in this world following our own books, the ones that we created with our ‘super-duper’ reasons and rationales that brighten all the dark places and perfume all the fetidness of wrongdoings and sins. We deny the mighty God. By knowing that, are we scared enough? If not, please be scared.

We celebrate our sins. We are proud with our evilness. We tell our friends and laugh together to celebrate our ‘achievements’ of having sex with so many girls and women. We respect people with pervert mouth that swear and confidently talk about how good they are in knowing about how to do bad things. We listen, we laugh, we like. Okay fine, and now let’s think. With all of these achievements of fulfilling our passion to gain our self-satisfaction, how will it ends? Where do we want to bring all these things? Have we being given some kind of exception to get through the judgment day without the judgment? No judgment on the judgment day? No need to think, because I believe we straightly get the answers when we saw those question marks. Because we have these schemata, we know but we refuse to follow. Why? Because WE ARE TOO BUSY FEELING SO SATISFY.

We are not allowed to know a lot of secrets that The God keeps from us. One of them is our death. When and where. Today or tomorrow. Due to the enemies’ swords or alcohol addict. We just do not know. How about we prepare from now. Prepare for our own death, for our own future. Don’t simply say about living in heaven unless we prepare well, following the guidance that has been given, been delivered by our beloved prophet (PBUH). Have faith, don’t loose hope.

For people (including me, no exception) who are reading this and still planning to continue your never-ending-life with blings and names, please rethink.

Turn to the right path. It is still there, waiting for us to walk on it.

Count back, with faith, how many seconds left do you have:

0…..

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Who do we think we are…

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Kehadapan bakal suamiku (harap-harap ada satu saja kamu).

Oh, Laling (boleh saya call kamu laling kan?)

Laling, saya tulis ini bukan sebab saya sangap nak kahwin laling, walaupun biological clock saya dah tik-tok-tik-tok –kesha dah dengan saya ni. Bukan juga untuk menyindir dan meletak syarat tinggi2 ala puteri Gunung Ledang laling, tapi nukilan ini hanya semata luahan hati saya.

Oh Laling (chewah geli pulak dah ni)

Laling, I hope time I jumpa you nanti, you dah bersedia nak settle down and kahwin. Wah laling, geli you vaca statement I kan? Tapi laling, I tak suke couple-couple. Couple dua tiga empat lima tahun pun, last2 putus jugak. I tau laling, ramai lelaki ni couple sekadar nak melepas kesunyian je. Maklum la kurang kasih sayang dari mak. Tapi tanggungjawab tak ada. Paling tak best kalau yang mau geli-geli aje. Eee tak suka la laling! Tambah dosa je tau kapel ni.

So kalau kita jumpa nanti laling, tapi saya jual mahal, laling jangan marah tau. Kalau saya tak boleh dating, you mesej saya dalam Facebook pun tak pe. Jangan mesej2 gersangsudahla! Saya report sama itu Mark Zuckerberg!

Oh laling,

Kalau nanti saya first time jumpa laling saya tanya dah Solat Subuh ke belum, laling jangan marah tau. Wajib tau laling saya ni tak tinggal solat. Saya tengok rakan-rakan saya selalu merungut pakwe die tak bangun pagi. Hantar mesej “good morning” pukul enam pagi haram tak balas. Ring-ring telefon die tiga empat minit pun tak angkat. Last-last pukul lapan baru mesej macam orang mamai “sorry sayang, I baru bangun…makan jom.” Ohh!! Tampar laju-laju! Okeh laling, nanti kalau dalam proses mengenal diri saya miscall-miscall pagi-pagi laling tak angkat…siap laling!

Pastu laling mesti tau Imam kan solat. Paling tidak surah-surahJuz Amma pun jadilah. Qunut pendek Qunut panjang dua-dua mesti tau. Ye la, bukan ke kahwin ni macam bina masjid. Mana ada masjid boleh fungsi kalau takde Imam? Laling kata macamlah saya tak pernah tinggal solat? Eh, of cozz la saya tinggal solat, saya kan perempuan. Kikikiki…(terus baca lagi!)

Oh laling,

Kalau awal-awal kahwin nanti saya masak tak sedap laling jangan marah ek. Biasa la, sebelum ni masak untuk mama and papa je. Dah diorang suka garam banyak tu, minyak banyak ni. Tup tap laling kata banyak sangat pulak. Laling, nanti laling tegur la baik-baik. Kata “masakan sayang sedap, lain kali kurang skit garam je.”. penat tau saya masak.

Jangan pulak asyik2 makan kat luar sebab saya masak tak sedap. Paling kurang pun bagila buku resepi sebuah dua untuk hari jadi. Takpun periuk nasi Faber atau Elektrolux. Ni tak, asik-asik lupa je tarikh hari jadi dan hari anniversary kita. Sedih tau kita. Time ni la saya tunggu laling balas segala jerit perih saya masak dan jaga anak laling….

Oh laling,

Tau nanti tak lama lagi bila kahwin laling mesti mau anak. Kalau boleh satu pasukan bolasepak laling nak kan? Ye la, nanti boleh la jemput Chelsea datang KL buat friendly match! Anyway laling, I on je (wah terkejut kau!). Tapi syaratnye laling kenalahtolong-tolong kemas rumah dulu, handle lampin anak sama-sama, paling kurang tolong hidang apa yang saya masak.Penat laling? Saya pon penat gak. Laling pikir, kerja saya 8-5 hari-hari. Balik rumah terus masak makan malam, tukar lampin anak kemas rumah, cuci pinggan, basuh baju…lepas tu kena layan laling pulak. Heisss…kalau kurang layan laling nak jadikan tu alasan pasang dua pulak!

Senang-senang laling, kita upah bibik sorang. Takpe laling, I bayar separuh you bayar separuh. Yang penting kita bahagia…ke laling bahagia?

Oh Laling,

Kalau nanti you jalan-jalan dengan I (of cozz lepas kahwin ok), laling jangan la malu nak pegang tangan. Ni saya tengok, pasangan suami isteri, suami jalan depan, isteri jalan punyelah kat belakang dengan anak-anak, laling. Paling tak best couple-couple muda remaja lalu sebelah boleh pulak bermesra-mesraan. Tangan tu lekatttt je kat pinggang ok.

Laling, kenapa kita tak boleh macam tu? Malu ke laling? Saya tengok suami Arab boleh je pegang tangan bini dia. Bini kemain purdah lagi.(of coz I taktau camne rupa bini die. Kot rupe cam Salma Hayek tak tau la).

Dan laling,

Kalau laling tengok awek-awek cun depan mata jangan la lalingsweet-sweet jelling-jeling pulak. Kalau laling type yang gatal depan-depan saya laling pi usik dia lagi. Amboi laling, laling suruh saya pakai tutup aurat segala jadi wanita muslimah, tup-tap bila laling keluar dgn saya laling pi tengok yang baju singkat macam Fasha Sendat. Apa laling kata “dia pakai macam tu laling tengok la?” Laling, dia pakai macam tu dosa dia dengan Allah aje. Tapi bila laling tengok laling pon tumpang dose sekali. Laling nak? Laling kata laling tak boleh tahan diri dari tengok? OK laling, next time kita keluar saya pakaikanblindfold ya. Dapat jugak pahala saya menghalang zina mata. Hihihhiihhi

Laling,

kalau you betul, betul sedia, I tunggu you lama-lama pun takpe. Maklum la I tau payah nak simpan duit untuk masa depan. Papa I pun makan megi je dulu taw, sebab nak kumpul duit kahwin. Tapi laling, kena la ingat untuk berjimat cermat. Jangan laling merungut sebab kos kahwin tinggi, tup-tap-tup-tap, laling pergi beli iPhone 4. Haa~~ kalau kahwin nanti lagilah. Jangan sengkek kalau anak nak beli coklat Tora Datang Lagi Dengan Mainan Pistol Air tapi laling boleh pulak pergi beliLCD TV. Apa laling kata, itu keperluan kita bersama? Ah, laling sorang je yang akan tengok TV nanti. Mesti laling kongker tengok Chelsea main EPL kan….

Laling, kita tak payah hidup kaya raya pun takpe. Kalau gaji laling kecik, kita campur dua jadi besar. Tapi jangan mengada-ngada nak anak ramai pulak kalau gaji kecik. Tak termakan diorang nanti. Bukan apa, saya cuma ingat kat anak je. Saya dapat makan separuh pinggan takpe. Asal anak dapat makan sampai gemuk macam Giant. Kalau tak dapat fulfill syarat tu jangan harap nak kahwin dua laling!

Cuma ingat laling, cari rezeki halal. Kalau halal, dengan perancangan rapi insyaallah laling, kita senang.

Sekian sajalah laling. Hope to see you soon! ^_^

happy birthday to me....



esok..26 november 2010...genaplah umaur ain 24 tahun..
nk wish kan jgk untuk kembar ain..selamat hari lahir kakakku..
kita dah 24 tahun k...heheeee...

masih banyak lagi impian yg belum tercapai..
banyak azam dan janji yg dikota..dimungkiri..
adoii..(buat2 marah kat diri sendiri sambil tepuk dahi..)

untuk impian kali ni..ain inginkan kejayaan dalam hidup ain...
1st~~~hope dpt sambung study awal tahun 2011..@kerja dgn lebih baik/rajin...
2nd~~~jadi insan yg lebih baik..amin...
3rd~~~mencintai dan dicintai..(ada banyak maksud tu..)

umur dah masuk 24 tahun..ramai tnya pasal kawen...
kahwin??ermm...mmg ada terpikir jgk tp,mana calonnya??
alamatnya lambat lg la..
nak tggu jae hee pun kena g korea dulu kan...hehe..

so,sekarang nie..pikir hal lain dulu la..