Sejak Mr Goodbye pergi..tiada lagi keceriaan yang aku rasa di pejabat...
kini yg tinggal hanya teman2 yang masih setia di sini..juga seseorang...
dia cuba menjadi pengganti..menceriakan suasana...walau kadang2 aku xtertahan ketawa melihat kerenahnya..namun msaih terasa kekosongan tu...
aku dapat rasakan yg dia sedar aku bersedih..melalui kata2nya aku tahu..namun aku biarkan ia tidak menjadi rahsia utknya..
Bila aku katakan dia bisa menjadi pengganti,namun xsama..aku benar2 menyatakan itu..
kerana aku xmahu meletakan dia terlau dekat dalam hati ini..
aku juga insan biasa..bisa bersedih dan berduka...
dan bila aku katakan yg aku terasa hati..ya..memang sangat terasa..
aku menjadi terlalu sensitif sekarang...seseorang yang bukan aku dulu..
penat...utk bersama2 membina kenangan..waktu gembira yang akan aku kenang sendiri..nanti bila dia juga akan pergi..
semua kan pergi..semua membayangkan ingin pergi..
aku sukakan semua disini...semua dekat dihati aku..namun aku takut dgn perpisahan..
takut untuk sepi..sendiri...
cinta...aku akui aku bukannya seorang pencinta..kerana aku tahu batasan hati..
namun sedih bila berpisah tetap akan..
dan hanya waktu yang akan mengubatinya..pelik kan..
mgkin kerana aku benar2 menerima mereka..mereka,dia,Mr Goodbye..ISTIMEWA.....
itulah aku...seorang yg takut dgn perpisahan..kerana selama ini hanya mampu melarikan diri...
aku ingin beritahu dia..
-jangan ucapkan rindu bila tak berjumpa..
-jangan ucapkan tunggu sebentar..menemaninya seketika...
-jangan berikan pujian untuk perkara yang remeh..
kerna semuanya itu akan jd berharga untuk aku...
jangan membina kenangan dan akhirnya pergi meninggalkan aku..sama seperti Mr Goodbye...
untuk itu,aku harus keraskan hati...
bila senyumku x seperti dulu,
bila tawaku xsegirang dulu,
bila aku berubah..dan diam mengganti aku..
.....ia adalah kerana waktu sedang mengubati luka...
semoga ada yg kan cuba tuk megerti....:((
Monday, January 24, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
....
At last, he leaves.
This time I can’t even hold onto a trace of him...
he came and changed me....and when he gone,he change me again....
This time I can’t even hold onto a trace of him...
he came and changed me....and when he gone,he change me again....
tuhan..berikanlah aku cinta.....
Walau aku senyum bukan bererti,
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari,
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini,
Di jiwa ini hampa....
Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku,
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta,
Namun ada saja cubaan hidup,
Seakan aku hina.....
Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta,
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi,
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu,
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta....
Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta,
Aku juga berhak bahagia,
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu,
Tuhan beri aku cinta....
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari,
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini,
Di jiwa ini hampa....
Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku,
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta,
Namun ada saja cubaan hidup,
Seakan aku hina.....
Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta,
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi,
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu,
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta....
Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta,
Aku juga berhak bahagia,
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu,
Tuhan beri aku cinta....
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Last moment for us....my mr good bye....
today was a last day for me and him...my mr good bye....
last day to see his face,
last day to hear his voice...
last day to look at him..
last day for everything with him...
if he know,i don't want this 'today'....
because everything will be over...
it's hurt to think..
but it was i can't stop ...
yea...live must go on...
i hope we can built many precious moment together today.
last day to see his face,
last day to hear his voice...
last day to look at him..
last day for everything with him...
if he know,i don't want this 'today'....
because everything will be over...
it's hurt to think..
but it was i can't stop ...
yea...live must go on...
i hope we can built many precious moment together today.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
the meaningfull note....
ain read this at my frenz fb note..
......................................................................
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We eat too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to
you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your
side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember,
to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday
that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
......................................................................
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more
problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We eat too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our
possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer
space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air,
but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less
and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of
two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the
stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time
when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to
you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your
side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember,
to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all
mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep
inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday
that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak
and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
pilihan sy...utk sy...
~~hidup ini adalah pilihan kita..untuk selalu bahagia atau derita..walaupun bukan semua yang kita nk miliki kita dapat..
tp kita masih boleh mencuba kan..
kalau kita memilih untuk gembira,kita pasti akan gembira..insya'ALLAH!!
sy mahukan hidup yang bahagia dan gembira...
jadi sy perlu berusaha bermula dari sekarang...
langkah yg pertama....senyummmm...macam nie....(^______^)
tp kita masih boleh mencuba kan..
kalau kita memilih untuk gembira,kita pasti akan gembira..insya'ALLAH!!
sy mahukan hidup yang bahagia dan gembira...
jadi sy perlu berusaha bermula dari sekarang...
langkah yg pertama....senyummmm...macam nie....(^______^)
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